BDSM Blog part 5. You will be my blackmail slut
BDSM Blog part 5. You will be my blackmail slut.
English/Dutch translation at the bottom of the page.
Last time, Boss fisted me for the first time. Although I found it an intense, painful experience, I still think about it daily and am curious to see what it will be like next time. Whether I might enjoy it more then and even cum through it. I know Boss would like that. He likes horny and wet.
When I watch porn videos online, I see other ladies giving a wall vibrator on their clit for extra stimulation. This looks like something for me too. If it is allowed by Boss, I would like to try this next time.
Unfortunately, this will have to wait. Boss informs me via WhatsApp that he wants to fuck me in the ass tomorrow. Again, something I have never done before. Years ago, one of my exes once made a half-baked attempt. Just in between, with no preparation and no lube.
The thing only went in up to the glans, then it had to come out from me. Worthless experience. But with Boss, it's different. He knows what he's doing. Besides, I find it an honour to have his cock in my ass.
Boss's wife does not like anal sex, he has confided in me. So this he does only with me. Just like fistfucking for that matter. It's really ours, which makes it even more special for me. I am Boss's living fuckdoll. What he has with me, he has never had before, he said. A sex relationship with someone who obeys him in everything, with whom he can do anything he wants. On whom he can indulge his long-hidden dominant, sometimes even perverse lust.
Statements like this make me incredibly proud. Something I also tell him honestly. From the moment I spoke to him via Messenger, I wanted nothing more than to be special to him. At least I succeeded in that.
When Boss apps me the next day, he has an assignment for me. Last time he was here, I gave him my house keys, so he can now enter my house himself.
"You will soon be lying on your bed with your plug in. Ass up. When I come in, I want to see a real horny bitch craving to be taken by the boss."
"Good Boss. See you later."
"Put lube next to the bed. Fancy screwing me in your ass."
I melt when he is so rough. My brutal beast. My ultimate Dom.
Of course I obediently do as he tells me. Plug in, suspenders, stockings, overknee boots. Black lacquer bra And bare bottom. Boss wants to be able to get right in.
When he is almost there, he apps me again.
"Is my hooker waiting for me?"
"Definitely King."
I adore this man.
Leg clip
When I hear him enter with the key, a swarm of butterflies waves through my stomach. Partly from infatuation, partly from horniness and partly from excitement because soon my ass will be deflowered.
"Good," he says when he sees me lying on the bed in the position he wants.
With my favourite arrogant look in his eyes, he takes off his shirt and unbuttons his trousers. What a lovely body he has. Broad, strong, bear-like belly, muscular legs.
"Come here first," he says as he comes and lies on the bed next to me with his stiff cock in his hand.
Roughly, he grabs me by my hair and forcibly pushes my head down towards his big fat cock already dripping with pre-cum.
Lovingly, I lick his cock from top to bottom and suck his glans like a lollipop. When he lifts his ass I immediately understand that I have to lick his balls. A favourite part of Boss.
With his knees raised, he lies enjoying himself to the full, until he suddenly gets an animalistic look in his eyes and firmly clamps my neck with his legs. In this ironclad leg clamp where he lightly strangles me, he pushes his ass even more into my face so that I have no choice but to lick his star in addition to his balls.
The compulsion I experience through this hold and the fact that I really can't go anywhere turns me on immensely.
Suddenly, he thinks enough is enough and stands up.
With the plug still in my ass, he pulls me to the footboard where he has moved behind the bed. All at once he sticks his big stiff cock in my now soaking wet pussy and takes me doggy until he almost comes. Then he pulls out and carefully strips my starlet of the heavy metal plug.
"With your nice horny ass...." Mutters to himself.
Several times he slaps my buttocks with a flat hand. Harder and harder, until I really feel them glowing. I hope his handprint is in them, then I will have another nice memento of him for the next week. After fisting all week I still felt his fist in my pussy, now I would like to have his handprint in my ass.
"Thank you, King," I moan heartily.
When I feel Boss smearing big blobs of lube in my asshole and his finger going inside, I can't wait to receive his thick stiff cock. Boss has really made a horny bitch of me. His horny bitch.
Too horny
"Please fuck me, King," I beg him.
"What are you saying?"
"Please fuck me, King!"
A firm tap on my ass.
"WHAT am I?!"
Boss clearly lusts after the word "King."
"You're my King, boss! My tough, strong, horny porn king!"
Growling with lust, he rams his giant rod into me from behind in one go. One thrust, two thrusts, three thrusts. As I willingly let my boss take me, I feel my rectum fill completely with cock. Big, thick, slippery, thrusting, sliding boss cock.
"I'm too horny, dammit. Here I come already!"
"Please do King... "I encourage him. "In my nice horny whore's ass..."
He won't let him say that twice.
Roaring like a bear, Boss squirts from his toes in several waves emptying his entire load of seed into me.
I enjoy.
Because the plug had already stretched my starlet considerably, Boss's cock, combined with the lube, did not hurt me at all. In fact, this tastes like more. I really am Boss' horny sperm slut. I want it everywhere. In my mouth, my pussy, my ass.
When Boss drops onto the bed still panting, I boldly crawl against him.
I know I should really ask, but I can't restrain myself. I am so incredibly grateful to him for this experience that I almost crawl inside him and caress him everywhere, affectionately squeezing and kissing him.
"I am SO incredibly fond of you, Boss..." I blurt out.
"Nice," is all he says.
When I have been lying against him for about 15 minutes during which I really could not stay away from him, I realise that he must be thirsty.
Boss wants a Coke which I go get for him immediately.
As we sit side by side on the bed, he drinks the entire can in a few gulps.
I am so terribly submissively in love with him that I cannot help but kiss him again.
I climb onto his lap, grab him everywhere, kiss him on the mouth and wriggle my tongue inside him.
Apparently, Boss does not mind being adored. He allows a lot from his slave. Still, I dare not say I love him. Not yet. Though I certainly do. And not by much either.
Gently I caress him through his hair and across his stubbled cheeks. Boss eagerly kisses back. We barely eat each other, so much passion is going on.
And then, just like that, he does something that no one has ever done to me before. He grabs my face with both hands, looks at me penetratingly, opens his mouth and burps close to my face. When I reflexively pull my head back, he raises his eyebrows as if he finds it strange that I am startled. Then he holds my face even tighter and does it again. Intimidating. Petty, but above all humiliating.
"Boss..."
"You are cheeky today, doing things without permission. I'll put you back in your place."
Submissively, I nod. I know he is right. He is my Dom, not my boyfriend. I may worship him, but only with his permission.
"I'm sorry King. You're right. I'm too fond of you."
"That's okay, I understand you adore me. But behave. Ask permission. As you should"
"Yes boss. It won't happen again."
"Good."
"When a little later he is in the shower and I am humbly sitting on the bathtub edge looking at him he says out of the blue:
"I have just decided something. You are going to be my blackmail slut."
"What's that, Boss?"
"I'm going to film you. The next time I sandwich you with the machine. And when I fist you. And when you drink my piss. "
"Filming? Why?"
"So I can look at you whenever I want. To jerk me off on you. And... to blackmail you with it so I can use you for the life you're good for."
I feel pressured and flattered at the same time. Boss wants to keep me!
"So when would you use those videos as blackmail?"
"Never. Except... If you stop doing what I say. Stop making your mouth, cunt and ass available to me. Ignoring me. You belong to me. Full stop."
Porn collection
"Now do I understand correctly that you want to start a whole porn collection? "
"Absolutely. Filthy horny perverted porn - from my own horny lust slave."
I hesitate. I think it is quite something to have myself filmed in this way. Not even so much because Boss wants to be able to blackmail me into sticking with him, I take that mainly as a compliment. Besides, the feeling of captivity makes me horny as butter. But... my breasts.
I have since lost 15 kilos and my breasts are not what they used to be. They are a bit deflated at the top. If Boss wants to make porn videos of me jerking off nicely on them, of course I want real porn boobs too.
"Then I do want new breasts first," I say bewildered.
Boss smiles. His eyes begin to shine.
"But then I decide how big they will be," he decides immediately.
Where another woman might have preferred to be told that new breasts are not necessary, that they are fine the way they are, I instead see it as a sign that Boss wants to completely own me. Wants to decide and determine everything for me. Not for a while, but apparently for life, as he just said. Out of self-interest of course but that goes without saying. I am there to serve and please him. Not the other way around.
"Of course," I answer obediently. 'They're your tits, Boss. You decide.
"Nice," he grins as he rinses off the foam. "The bigger, the better!"
The next day, I immediately start looking for a good surgeon and a fine clinic. I go for lipofilling instead of silicone. Have fat sucked out of the belly and use it to fill my breasts to the max. Boss likes big and soft. Besides, I'm a bit scared of silicone, so this is perfect for me.
Boss wants a real porn slut, so he gets a real porn slut.
Soon I found 'my' surgeon. I immediately call for an intake interview and let Boss know that it has been initiated. His approving response is music to my ears.
Yet he is becoming increasingly demanding.
"I want you to do something else for me."
"Say it, King."
"Since you really are all my property now and no one else will ever get to see, let alone touch, your cunt, I want you to get a tattoo on it."
"A tattoo by my pussy...?"
"Yes. I find that horny. Also on film later."
Owned
My heartbeat quickens. Boss apparently sees our Dom/sub relationship as seriously as I do. Something I hoped for from the start, but at the same time doubted because of his aloof attitude.
"What tattoo would you like for your slave girl, Boss?"
"Owned."
Butterflies
"Good Boss. I'll take care of it."
"Nice."
Precisely because Boss - although without explicitly saying so - increasingly shows that he does not want to lose me as his slave, I get more and more the need to become an even better slave for him. I am learning so much from him and would like to show him how grateful I am to him for this.
Knowing how much my boss loves my ass as well as fistfucking, I order two fisting dildos online. One with tapering fingers and one with a clenched fist. I call them Boss 3 and 4.
When they are delivered after a few days, one evening I take Boss 2 (the cock dildo I already had which is the same size as Boss) and Boss 3 (the hand with the tapered fingers) with me to the bathroom.
Boss has already let me know that one day he wants to fist my ass too so to surprise him I want to start practising a bit. I start gently with Boss 2. When this one slides in just about all the way, I grab Boss 3.
When I manage to get at least the fingers and thumb in, I am so proud that I want to tell Boss right away. To surprise him, I first send him a picture of Boss 3.
"Look King. Our new toy."
Boss immediately enthused.
"What a horny thing! Have you used it yet?"
"Yes. In my ass. Which you like so much."
"Filmed?"
"No, Boss. Not that. I wanted to try it quietly first."
Silence.
Next time: Quite a wave!
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